counting down....

to Feb 11, last day of work.. away from the mad kids.. away from the filthy vulgarities and negativities..

to the day i can finally hold Mirabelle in my arms and give her sweet loving kisses..

saw my gynae today and told him about the uncomfy tightening of the tummy and breathlessness.. he reassured that it was normal unless the frequency increases with increased pain.. told him about my blacking out during morning assembly and he gave me some days to rest.. getting extremely heavy and clumsy as the days go by.. cant climb a flight of steps without stopping to catch my breath..

current weight - 71.9kg
total weight gain - 15kg (and still counting)

shared my concern with gynae about not knowing her weight.. he explained that it was a very rough estimate and he said his machine is not able to see bb's femur bone clearly. he then spent some time explaining to me why he doesnt measure and how bb's weight is just a very very rough estimate..he says that the measuring of the bb's weight is like assuming that bb is a perfectly round sphere.. and does not take into consideration alot of things.. like bb's bone density etc.. measuring of bb's head circumference only one dimensional.. doesnt measure how long bb's face is etc.. and no head is perfectly round etc.. so he told me not to worry.. as long as bb's active, it shows that its getting enough fuel, nutrients to keep it active and all's fine. will only need to worry if movement is low.. and he measured my belly fundal height and its on par with my weeks.. feel better after he took the time to explain to me..

given that he's a very experienced gynae, i should just relax and trust that i'm in good hands..

and she's still breech... :(