keeping positive

2 mothers from the March MTB (mother-to-be) left the thread today.. one of them, baby's heart stopped beating at 8 weeks plus.. the other, empty sac (blighted ovum). its another sad reminder that life is simply too fragile, especially in the first trimester.

caaaant help but wonder if the little bean in me is fine.. are you growing fine and progressing at the pace at you should be? i wish there is a way to tell.. mebbe ultrasonic sunrays should be invented next time.. so that overly obsessed mothers like me can take a peek inside the womb anytime she wants.

sigh. the next checkup is this coming sat, where the little cub should be at 8 weeks 4 days.. scary!?!

*breathe...*

*chants-all-will-fine*